My computer happily crashed on me. That fucking computer. Not that I care off. At farah's house now marinating the stuffs for the 2/1 chalet till Friday. Finally, a something which I really am looking forward to. A reunion(: And then Friday will be off to Vivo for the movie with Yuan, Choy and Zach. Apparently Step Up's gone so we'll see how.

There is absolutely nothing wrong with me but why don't you guys reflect on what's making me like this. I really love all the times together but sometimes, I just feel that I don't belong there. I have never felt that way and what you guys did totally made me feel so unbelonged. I won't say much here. I probably won't come online unless my brother's done with the repairing. Till then, things will be left unsaid. I don't want to say things and make you guys bitch behind my back because that's what you guys usually do, don't you? You know why I don't wanna join in the planning? I know I'll be left out as always because I don't know the full story so I'd rather leave myself out than give you guys the opportunity to hurt me. Don't defend yourselves. Don't shoot back at me.

I have never met friends like OOB, seriously. Though it's been years since we last hung out, we're still together like as if we've been hanging out forever. There're no "inside jokes" or whatever. I love you guys<3

And I felt good going to KL without telling much. I felt good being out of the world. Okay, maybe not to 2 people but yes, I feel good getting rid of all the thoughts because I know there is no way that anyone can contact me and plan things which I will only know like 10 min before? Ya, something like that.

I might go for the camp, or I might not. No promises made. There won't be a difference if I go or not, anyway. Whatever.

LALALALA.

I'm going to be out of the world. You can sms or call me ten million times but if I don't feel like being in your world, I won't reply. Don't try my house either, my mum and brother will play along with me.

I love myself.
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