I can't imagine that I'm shaking but I'm not doing anything about it. I know I have been studying but I know that I could be gaining more than what I've been doing. It's just an irony why my body reacts this way when my mind thinks this way. My mental health's greatly affected by my emotions, I guess. I'm strong. Be it self denial or not. No one'd guess anything from my posts. I'm more than just words now. I am more than what you can see.

Open house was alright. But the banner wasn't as nice as the poster. The poster had MY face on it. Hahaha and of course, my dear friends'.

I dreamt about yw last night. Damn fuck sia. Zach says means I've been thinking about him but I can't confirm that even. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. Maybe there's absolutely nothing wrong with me. Ahh. Whatever lah eh. Too vague for anyone to understand.

I want vanilla coke.
10:59 PM