Gonna pierce my right tragus some other day since the left one closed on me. Bloody fuck. And since I'm freaking pissed, I shall not reply him cos I don't wanna vent my anger on him since he's so nice to me. He's changed. And so have I. He changed for the better that is. Haha. As for me? Probably I changed for what I think is better and suits the situation. I am still pretending like as though he didn't say anything to me. It's a good play.

My dearest sec 2s who're going for the NCO shit. Do not be afraid okay. Trust me. They'll scare the shit out of you for first two days but the rest, it'll be fun. Just tahan for the first two days okay. I know you guys can make it. The bullshit about always volunteering, please don't listen. If you feel like it, volunteer. If not, don't bother. At least that's what I did. Bathing hour is shit. Even when you just fucking enter the cubicle, they'll knock the door like as if it can fall anytime but don't worry. Don't bother responding to them and just bathe. But don't take more than 10 min, they'll knock your head down. So no worries as long as you're quiet. Don't be afraid. Anything, just raise your hand and don't ask so much or answer back, that is an unforgiven mistake. Just keep quiet in everything you do unless you're allowed to make noise. Haha. Please please win the Best female and male cadet awards back. Belong to Temasek. Remember, stick to each other and be there for one another. If we don't defend ourselves, who else would. Temasek is all for one and one for all. Protect one another. Don't let any past disputes make you guys fall apart. You guys are one. You guys are Temasek. Bring back the glory. Bring back the name. Don't let some fuckhead school grab the chance. If you're feeling like shit and would really want to quit, just think of me. Rofl. Take care of yourselves, my loved ones. And since you guys are off to Yuying, you should know who to look out for:D BP! LOL.

I wanted to type something but I can't remember. Okay, whatever.

Oh ya, I'm still lazy to upload the pics into photopail.

Maybe, I know what's the whole problem. Maybe, I know what's wrong.
Maybe, I'm afraid to fall in love again. Help.
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