I realised Zach is one of the nicer guys in the class. Other than Choy, of course. Haha. Choy has always been nice and trying to make me stop hating but obviously, I can't. Not hate but a great dislike. LOL. If that makes much of a difference. Zach is nice to talk to. And of course we have the same subject whom we both can condemn about which makes talking to him nicer. These are one of those people without an attitude problem, a bloody self-centredness and most importantly, an overflowing ego. They're without all three which makes them great friends.
Hahaha. I feel so nice all of a sudden.
So we were talking about people who're fucking big hypocrites and those who're fucking plastic, which includes those with an all talk to the public but zero actions to the individual. For me, I'd not hide my dislike. You can stop caring for me for all I care because of that one stupid post because you care so much about them as always from the start but you never wanted to admit it because you never wanted me to find faults in you, and I still don't care. I think they can feel for themselves but it's okay if you wanna be their feeling dumb tool. I don't live in a world of hypocrisy like the rest does. I dislike, and they don't deserve the rights to not know. And so does Zach. Haha. He can tell those who're fucking bastards to him off in the face if he dislikes them. But for Yuan, she'd let the person know somehow but without hurting the person's feelings. I still want to know how that is possible. Haha. And for Choy, he practically just loves the world. LOL.
I love the four of us, somehow. Haha.
Got the Z610i. Haha. With a new line, of course. Which means I have three numbers that I'm using now. Rocks okay(: I got the blue one because the black can't see much reflection and the pink just doesn't match with it's inner silver. LOL. Now I can just chuck my phone at the bottom of my bag and not even look at the stuffs inside it. Memories lah of course but after knowing how fucking unreasonable he can get, I'd rather not let myself be sad over someone like that. Someone who stops caring because I dislike his so beloved friends and published it for the world to see. Fuck off please. I think that's the dumbest thing I've ever heard for this year. At least I know that I have never liked them from the start and only pretended to be for his sake. If you think I'm a bitch, so be it. I dislike you and that's that. I don't feel inferior to any of you, your welcome. But of course, I know that I'm unreplaceable at the same standard. You want me to be frank? There you go. I lowered my pride to say sorry for the whole bull and even admit that it was totally my fault but of course, unappreciative people won't know how to value these kinda moments.
Food is a major turn off now. I feel like puking everytime after having a meal. Damn it. See lah, Yuan. Tsk tsk. Honestly, I feel fat and unfit but the guys kept on telling me I look okay and it kinda makes me feel okay. As in unfat and stuffs. Ahahaha. They're such good psycho-ers. LOL.
Eh! Someone should go psycho Choy to study. He has the potential but something's blocking his mind. Get him to study! LOL. Make him stop going LAN with his Cambodian mates as how he said they're nice to him. Whatever man. Make him work his ass off. I know he can do it.
Zach highlighting maybe on Friday. Should I highlight as well? Or highlight when I do my hair. LOL as in that thing that I wanna do. Argh. Okay. Fuck. I almost forgot that exams aren't over yet.
Hello. If you're reading, do not throw away the Marianne Chong Physical Aspects Of Geog please. It's not mine. I went the extra mile to get it for you and this is what I get. Whatever. Just don't throw it away. You know who you are. Fucking obvious.
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