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Thursday, January 11, 2007

Lessin. A slimy thing thing.

My first few tastes of lessons in school. Lit's okay except for the fact that I'm totally not cut out for it. Hah imagine this ass taking Lit. School's been kinda fun ever since I wanted it to be fun. But I hate it that it starts so early everyday and the journey takes about 1 half hour. Bloody hell. I'll get my ass cramped if I have to go through this for three years. LOL. Some of the teachers are reasonable while others aren't but that's normal even in the previous school. The school has some issues about leaving earlier than 1.30pm though lessons end at 12.30-.- Am looking forward to HT tomorrow. My Home Tutor is like an old Beng. He wears a gold chain around his neck and he speaks like a Beng too. "When I raises my hand and you seeses(sees-.-) it..." LOL. But he's nice. Oh, my subject combi is hell a weird one. H2s: Econs, LIT, Hist. H1: Maths. Hahaha. They don't offer anything else other than Lit for this PAE for Arts so even Yuan is taking it. But it's something new that I'll get used to.

My blog's been stagnant. I feel that I have so much to say but I don't know how to express them. I'm not going to be any emoshit anymore. I almost lost to myself but thank god, I made it. My feelings are abit mixed now and I don't know how to say it. Sigh. Forget it. No more emoshit.

Went for an X-Ray for my spine and stuffs on Monday since I have frequent backaches. Will be meeting the spine specialist in 2 weeks and I have to consume some Calcium pills everyday. Haha now my bones are stronger:D All because I want to cabot school on Monday. Retarded.

My dad's laptop is made available for me since he's been home for the past I-don't-know-when. Heh.

Some people can't see others in happiness. Seriously. Fuck lah. I have nothing against whatever fucking bullshit you okay. Just because of our fucking past and you're declaring all Ns in the world suck. Typical skeptical you. And since it came to your attention that me and him are so sweet now, don't make assholic remarks. I haven't cursed for so long and now it's because of you. Again. I'm happy for you that you're willing to wait for her but too bad eh? You can never be happy for me, can you? I didn't mind that I'm already invisible to you on Tuesday but I mind when you make smartassish comments. You used to diss him in the past. I remember. But you wrote to me before that love is blind. Please. I'm using 'please'. Just be happy for me though I've been told that you hate me. And truly, thanks for taking the effort to get my number to wish me on my birthday on 1112pm.