Yuan and I went to the NYP open house yesterday. We had the same CJC feeling when we first entered. Like those inferior and lost stuffs. But then we got quite chummy with the school after entering the main building where more events were held. The starting pay for nurses with only diploma is quite low and it definitely didn't meet my expectation. I read through the booklets given out by the different schools in NYP. Industrial design seems to be the most attractive course for me. Just like the industrial and product design in TP. Now I really feel like just going poly but when I told my mum about it, she told me that she knows I still want to teach but she knows that my fear for my results are taking over me until I have zero confidence of myself getting into a JC. And I think that's somewhat true. But then again, having a back up plan doesn't kill, does it? Hah. And I'm so annoyed with myself for not knowing that my boyfriend would be performing there yesterday until my mum asked if I went to see him. Oh gosh. And I call myself his number 1 girlfriend): But it's okay, I'm sure he understands. ARGH but I missed seeing him. Probably my only chance to see him. Taufik's understanding. I know he doesn't mind.

They've been saying about results either coming out on the 2nd or 9th. Doesn't make a difference lah unless I really can't get into a JC then I'll just submit my withdrawal form from the school so I can just happily relax at home or just hang out everyday. Which will be a fruitless thing to do but who cares.

My body's aching like mad from school and thank god, I didn't go for training today. Else, I can just kill myself there or something. One full day of training is like insane lah. But it's for their own good and I know we're so not appreciated though we have to give up part of our lives for it too. I can't whine too much about this because I voluntarily signed up for OTC after much psycho-ing from XX. Ahh, I should stop talking about it before I really get a heartache.

Lalala. Everytime I look into the mirror, I see these two white things on my ear and I'd be determined to learn to tie pleats and I managed to tie my own hair but not on others. A little bit weird there. Yuan said I looked so girl. I will be a greenie one day and tie girl hair so I'll look super girl on that day. HAHAHA. Okay, I should stop this.

The campaign for real beauty brought about by Dove is really something that attracted me so much. The advertisement is very meaningful. For those of you who have yet to catch it, it's on TV or MRT platforms. It's a campaign for girls who're insecure about how they look and trying to show that their real true self is what matters most. "I see you true colours, now don't be afraid to show you're beautiful, like the rainbow" Goes somewhat like that la. I can't really remember. It doesn't matter if you think you're fat, you hate your curly hair or you feel that you're ugly. As long as you have a nice beautiful heart, that is all that matters and it's true. We should all stop looking at the surface of things and stop judging people about how they look. Stop looking down on yourself based on how you look and be confident that you're great enough just by being who you are. So it doesn't matter that I'm fat and ugly as long as I'm nice and kind. Just like I already am. HEH. This is my main motive for blogging actually, but I don't know how I side-tracked.
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