Sheena named us TLC (The Loners Club-.-) Since we're like the anti-socials of our class. WTF it's not us lah, please. It's them okay. Just them. Not that we care much about the whole thing.

AHHH! MY NEW LIT TEACHER IS SO CUTE! OMG! Sheena says I can't stop staring at him and it's obvious-.- WTH. He speaks English really well for a Malay. Haha and there's Lit tomorrow. How exciting! Finally I'm like in love with Lit. AHHHH! Haha. Abby and Anne think he's cute too(: rocksrocks.

There's this guy in my class called David. He is an official asshole. He disses everything though anyone barely knows anyone. WTF. I don't know what's his fucking problem la. So what if he's from a quite smarter school? Since he's there means we're somewhat all dumb asses what. Ah. Whatever. He just pisses the world off. He's a big big meanie.

LEE GAO MIN! WHERE ARE YOU?! I MISS YOU! OMG. MY BESTEST PARTNER IN THE WORLD, WHERE HAVE YOU GONE TO? I MISS MISS MISS YOUUUUU. GAO GAO! LEE GAO! See, no more me = no more people to call you that. I know you miss me too. LOL.

Okay. I shall settle my own emotional issues when I find the answers. Gao said I should be brave. Sigh. It's not easy when you live with assholes in the past.

I've been so hyped since I stepped into Jurong. Must be because of Monster. Next time I must go myself already. And keep keep the black black heart, if not I'll turn you into a chicky club member. And I don't miss you anymore. LOL. Get the soccer monkey shirt laaaa:D

Went Madrasah with Baju Kurung because of the new rule-.- fucking shit. Chilled with them after that and Darr has a gay stud. I miss Su and I've always loved Ais. Syl action emo sey. LOL.

My blog is so useless. Whatever.

Don't keep reading.

I feel that life's a total mess now. Seriously. My family's fine other than my fucked up sister and I'm fine but sometimes when I don't do anything, I'll think and think and think and I'll imagine the worst-case scenarios that could happen to me about different things. I feel that I might just lose everything and everyone anytime. I don't know why I keep feeling that he might just be another YW going away some other day. I don't know why I keep feeling that they might just feel that they don't need me anymore and leave me. I don't know why I keep feeling that my parents will disregard me one day. These are all the shits that I've been constantly thinking about. I need reassurance but how am I suppose to convey this message to you guys? I bet no one even cares after you've read this since I said "Don't keep reading." - not that I mind if you do. Ahh fuck. I should just eat till I grow so fat that I'll burst and die.

Brains.
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