I woke up today feeling like crap - feeling so lost and lonely. But it's okay. A few more hours till the day is over. Ah crap.

I will do my homework after this. Yes, I'm starting to have homeworks again and this time, I'll not dismiss them like what I did back in secondary school. I must be more responsible.

And so I shall plan to sleep by 6 today and only wake up tomorrow morning at 6. 12 hours of sleep since I have nothing to do.

The officer is trying to psycho me back to OTC. Oh ya. You must be guessing why the shit am I here blogging my life away and not at the HQ probably getting my ass screamed at now. I have decided to quit from OTC because I am weak. I fell sick from Monday and I haven't totally recovered til now. All thanks to OTC killer PT. Such idiots.

My sis is having her boyfriend here and my parents are out and I doubt anyone is free. Fuck. I feel so lousy. Retarded.

AHHH CRAP.

Anyway I cried myself to sleep last night. It's just one of those fuck-i-feel-lousy feeling and it's not worth to be shared with anybody at all. Ya, I still woke up feeling lousy today. How great.

My grandparents won't go to my brother's convocation unless my aunt's family is going. WTF. And my aunt can't get on leave this Sep so maybe they're going only next year Feb. Fucking retarded la.

Been years since I last blogged and now I'm blogging with such mood. Shit.

Crapcrapcrapcrapahhwhatever.
2:03 PM