I tell you, the thing up there is the killer this hols. Will be doing some entrepreneur interviewing this Friday at Amara Hotel with Daniel.

Thanks hubby for doing the surveying for my group. Haha I'm such a bully:P

I would like to show you how cute my sister-in-law is, just like the brother. Hoho.

and here's the brother


and I saw a real life submarine in Singapore for the first time in my life during the Navy Open House!



& the whole ship is like air conditioned. OMG.



and we were on board this damn fast thing (have no idea what's the name) which is damn cool.


That's about the Navy Open House. It is so cool, I tell you.

And when is the next time that our free time clashes? I'm getting rather saddened now. I thought the holidays could bring us closer but it's just going to make us more drifted. It's inevitable. And what's with the upcoming common tests which I'm really not prepared for and the upcoming projects from both Council and OTC. It's not that I want things to be this way. I just can't have any option what I want to do anymore. I can decide to slack in Council, but not when I'm the disciplinarian. I can't be more affirmative. I can't promise you when I'll be free for you. I can't. It's not like as if I don't want to.
NDP's coming up fast, along with AGI and I can't escape both because if I do, I might as well quit the whole thing. Quit council, quit OTC. And then we're back to square 1.
When I tell you I can't, I really mean it. Don't give me the response like as if I'm the one not interested in this whole thing anymore. Please. Just try to understand me, won't you? Everything's in a mess now. For me and for you. But we have to try and make things easier for the both of us. I don't want to feel like as though council and OTC are a burden to me because these are the things I love and I hope you'll love me along with them. I know I have to make sacrifices for you, but then again certain things, I'm really not able to sacrifice. Like when I set time aside for my studies. You know how much I've failed for the various tests. You know how badly I want to graduate with a magnificent A Levels results. You know I won't sacrifice my study time for you. I am selfish. I admit that.
I just want you to understand.
And I want you to know that I can't promise what is not certain. I can't promise my time to you because I'm not certain if I have it in the first place. I want to have fun with you but at the same time, I don't have the luxury of time to. You may think I'm using studies as an excuse. However you think, my principle still stands.
And I thought we'd understand each other so well now. And I thought we'd make life easier for each other now. And I thought you'd be the last person who'd make me feel like quitting everything. And I though you'd support me all the way.
Well, that's just how I thought.


Emotional turmoil.
It eventually begins.
12:06 PM