This morning, they talked about signs of death and mothers.

Like how'd life be if your mother passed on?
Sometimes we just take things for granted. What if one day God decides to take it all away from us? What if one day God takes our mothers away from us?

We'll probably return to an empty house each day with no one to ask us how school is and what we learnt today. No one to let us rant about annoying teachers who piss us off.

I teared a little but I held back.

"For the first time after so long, I kissed my mum today."
This guy who looked as if he's a delinquent actually said that. It moved me.

I really cannot imagine returning home with no one to walk down the stairs and wait for me to take off my shoes before asking me how's school today. Although this is only a simple gesture, it matters alot to me because it has become a routine for me. I wouldn't want to see any other person doing the same. Because no one can replace my mum. Not even if my dad remarries.

God, please bless her.

Okay, I shall stop tearing now.

My brother's having his exams now. Then he'll have to go to Melbourne for his attachment. Jelousy. But I know he'll come home with his degree and then he can support me! Oh, how I wish he would.

GP test this Tuesday. Will I screw it just like how I did for Econs? Hope not.
By the way, what is a market? Haha. I cannot forget this question la. The first one that demoralised me for the rest of the paper.

We were supposed to dinner at Sakura but then I don't wanna dinner with some other stranger (i.e. my sister's boyfriend who apparently doesn't have a mother to celebrate with or whatsoever) so I shall ring up PizzaHut later.

Ribena:D
5:27 PM