Shocked. But glad at the same time. Both teachers me and my parents met gave incredible remarks about me. Which is partly untrue. But at least now I know that maybe that's what they percieve of me and I must not disappoint them(: Only lost by 4% from the top student in class. Which makes me 2nd? Not too sure but glad I'm at the top few. Need to buck up hell lot for my GP, Maths and Econs. Well enough for a first exam.

I need to do well.
I must do well.
I can do well.

Class BBQ yesterday. Thanks Manab and of course myself. Did lots of jogging(not during the BBQ of course). Saw the two loves that I miss like crazy; farah and gao. There'll be more to come if Beng Choy organises one. Haha. No verbal abuse from his last night. Nice one.

Life is currently stagnating.
I need to move.

and keep moving.


I must be firm. I must not care about their feelings. Why? Because I want my NCOs to do so. But sadly, they're not.

Blogging is alienating.

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