wongshijun and kwekjianmin, stop stalking me.
see la, so kepo one eh you all.

ya but i'll miss the fun times when i'm gone. not saying that i'm going or chunkeat's lover will come and haunt me. lol.

but things like what i told you guys really motivated me to leave la. i'm trying my best to come down as and when i can to build up on the most important thing which is the discipline and someone out there comes back with no respect or courtesy for me to even inform me and in the end, coming back only to ruin the discipline that i have built up. thanks so much.
but afterall, he has always been the trouble maker that made us lost alvin when we needed him so much. probably now, he's trying to drive me away just like how he drove alvin away.
i know i shouldn't back out or it seems like i'm giving in to him, but remember dears, temasek is not about politics and i dont want because of him, there'll be politics around so i'd rather leave peacefully.
i know you guys aren't dumb as how asther said it. i know you guys know that there're some problems up there. maybe if i leave, i can help lift off some problems and lessen the friction.
i want to try to reason out with you. cos i really love you guys. it hurts when mingfong said that if i terminate my service to stjohn, there'll be no more trainers and you all will be left unorganised. but it's alright. those two huge guys up there can do it. or you don't need them. just believe in yourselves that you can do it.
i really appreciate your concern about me leaving. it hurts me too cos tmssjab was where the love started. but if my leave from the corps make things better up there, i really don't mind sacrificing.
but i have not made my decision. so till then, my explaination for my consideration of leaving remains here.
thanks for your support(:

last week of the term. time flies. and i'm already so exhausted. blame it on the teachers for the teachers day.
lol.
and the irresponsible minority of councillors.

Labels: letdowns, SJAB

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