The face behind the screen;
Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Adjective
I just cut my fringe hastily and somehow it feels weird.

Haste. Rash. Impulsive. Tactless.

I'm all about that, aren't I? (This is not an emo post)
Thinking about this while plucking tauge ends really got me thinking. How many times in my life have I regretted my decisions and my actions. Today itself, I shopped impulsively. Buying things that I want more than those that I need. Yesterday, I regretted not doing anything productive at all. Two days ago, I regretted being over the cows and moon cos my hopes are crashed ever so lowly. And this never ending list of regret goes on and on.

I should just stay focus and keep my goal in mind. Which is to complete and compete in Singapore's education system till the furthest I can go to accomplish my parents' dream since they never had the chance to. Focus. A simple five-lettered word which is hard to accomplish.

It's either I think too much or I don't think at all. I should probably start my quest of mugging for my A's which is barely a year away.

And only when I started to enjoy my life, I found out that I'm so incomplete.

Thank you for crashing my hopes.
But you're still loved.

8:40 PM