The past week's been madness. I barely had time for myself but I still enjoyed the hectic week.

The Econs subject test was a goner, no wait, I am the goner. I could barely concentrate while studying like crazy for it. Mind you, I only slept from 2plus to 5plus because of the test. All because I wanted was to prove to some people that I am worthy to be selected for the ALPHA programme.
(digress) I was invited to join the programme but some people had to be so sour-grapish about it just because they think too highly of themselves(/digress) But then I realised that I gain nothing from proving myself worthy.
Firstly, A Levels is my ultimate goal and I shouldn't be bothered by crap comments.
Second and lastly, I will study for the long-term goal, not the short-termed ones.
So anyway, it was already freezing in the LT and seated beside Alwyn was comforting because he doesn't pressurise me. Point is, we both sat to fail.

Nenek was supposed to be operated on yesterday but her anemia came back and the doctor didn't dare to take the risk so she was discharged on the spot and now she's home safely. Spent my Monday after school hours there and nope, no work was done. By the time I reached home, I was already 4/5 dead.

Yesterday was nice. Pathetic way to describe it but I think nice suits nicely to describe yesterday. Other than I-really-have-no-mood-to-dance feeling, I was all hyped up during the session. SAIPI. WTF. Shuib should knock his head against his pillow. Already at first he guessed it as Osman, then yesterday Saipi. (digress) Is my dad's name that difficult to remember?(/digress) I was being violent but not to the extent of being abusive, I hope. And I bit Lester's hair! Okay, I didn't want to and I didn't expect I will because I thought he'd move away when I counted down cos he looks like someone who loves his hair too much to let anything happen to it but he didn't budge and instead, he purposely wanted to irritate me, so I had no choice but to bite his hair cos I said I would if he didn't move away. I can't remember the taste but I know it wasn't nice.

I went to school today for my morning speech and the concert. How great. Actually, the class is supposed to have PE but we decided as a class to just skip it and we had some class bonding. Wait, more like bluetooth-ing and camwhoring. (digress) JEX! I want the pictures! (/digress) And the concert was entertaining.

Anyway, my lover boy knows my name! And he knows I'm the one at the bus stop every morning. And he's staying! How good can life get? I can just imagine him in the college uniform. OMG. He'll look cuter than he is now. Besides, he's only a year younger. LOL.

All my friends have different names for special someone. Loopy, egg-head, linkin park. So many names but all referring to one person. Elle's still the nicest, though.

Been years since I had the time to sit, think and type. Feels nice, feels good.


you're my torture when you look into my eyes and smile.

Labels: :D, council, letdowns, thefeel

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