usually, i get things off my chest after telling it to someone. but today, it doesn't seem to work. timothy's being the most caring soul on earth right now. but it still doesn't take the 10kg of load off my chest.

i'm worried sick thinking of what's going to happen next.

i wasn't even this upset when my relationship with zac ended. wait, i wasn't even near this amount of sadness. i really have no idea why i'm so upset about this whole thing.
maybe because i promised myself i won't let him know till prom. maybe. now's a bit too fast ain't it? i only have myself to blame.

if only azhar and shuib are here to make me laugh everything away.

just one word, sigh.
9:02 PM