GP remedial was fruitful and I will try my best to attend all remedials, though I didn't fail but I suck real bad at it. I suck eggs.

Anyway, results were the worst I've gotten in my JC term so far and I'm more disciplined than ever. Because I want to get into NUS, damn it. This whole "even if you get triple Cs, you won't make it to any local uni...oh wait, now triple Bs won't get you anywhere either" thing, I'm determined to get AAB. B for sucky History. Damn, I'm not into that subject anymore. And I'm a step closer to getting my A for MLL because I've gotten a B for the recent exam! :D Ya, for the rest, much more large steps to go.

Disappointment. I know I could've done much better for Econs if I started earlier because I know I'm no where near that area. Yes, I need to console myself.

OK, whatever eh.

Right, it's been nice talking to myself.
I'd better leave for K-Nite, dinner and assignments.

I braved myself to watch even some parts of the ghost movie because you were there. It's just so weird how things've turned out now. I wish you didn't have to know and I wished you'd still be the same. The you who'd drop in to the council room and start strumming some chords into the guitar. The you who'd drop in even for a while and make my day (even without you knowing). The you whom I'll be dying to see even for a glimpse. But now, seeing you hurts because you're no longer the you I want to see. I've heard so much that I just want to run away. The feelings won't go away even though I've heard so much. "Disciplinarian, so you must be brave." I'll remember but will I find the courage to tell you? Only God knows.

I should stop blogging like a minah, damn it.
My English expression is awkward.

Labels: ALevels, exams, letdowns, thefeel

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