My teeth are aching since noon. Hate it.
Ehubed with Mark and Astrid, while walking home, I realised I'm enjoying life despite the tonnes of homework that I have. Not saying I'm not doing them, of course. I'm not so diligent at assignments but I do most of them. I think I need to take life slowly as it goes because I don't want everyday to end without realising what I've learnt and experienced each day.
I shall listen to Cikgu Faten and start listing what I learn every single day. That way, I can see if my life's fulfilling or just plain crap which I believe is not as I know that He has something planned out for me.
Mark mentioned about the world predicted to end in 2012. 4 years from now and it's the end of the world? Yea, you bet I'm freaking out. I haven't served Him enough and I haven't been dutifully performing my prayers. Dang, I feel so guilty now. And scared, duh.
Drinking Milo at night doesn't help. But luckily my mum bought those tiny packets.
Mothers' Day(: I made something sweet for mum dearest. Something that she's supposed to hang on the wall. All my presents for her for the past few years have been something to hang on the wall. On purpose. But she just keeps them away. Probably for the excuse of safekeep. Yea, and mum dearest kissed me when she saw what I made for her. I wanted to cry on the spot thinking how much time I've spent not with her when she actually quitted her job as a teacher as soon as I was in Primary 1 because she wanted to spend more time with me. And now I've grown as big as this(literally), I'm not spending much time with her and instead, always lepak-ing in school. I should hate myself for that. But it's alright, I know mum dearest loves me loads.
And we went bowling at Ehub(: Didn't have to wait because my dad knew the manager or something of that sort and he gave us a lane without making us wait long when the place was packed like crazy:D
Anyway, I don't understand how people can don't celebrate Mothers' Day with their mums. Or at least wish them or just tell them you appreciate them for all that they've done. Sorry, but I'm very anal about these things. Seriously, there are only two days (Mothers' Day and her birthday) for you to somewhat get the message across that despite your bitchfit and constant rude behaviour, you love her and when the days come, you just pretend nothing's happening. Come on la, she probably could not push while giving birth to you and not bear as much pain as she did and leave you to die. Her sacrifices are like nothing to you now that you're big and smart, I assume. Look into the mirror and see your mum's image in you. You ought to kiss her feet for ignoring the presence of Mothers' Day.
Note: This is not a personal attack to anyone. I don't care if you have opposing views.
My brother sent something via airmail and we thought it was something for my mum for Mothers' Day but no, it was his graduation picture enlarged which he bought from his school. Haha, my brother sucks. He refused to mail Havaianas slippers to me though he owes me close to a thousand. And I'm in need of slippers. GRR.
My dentist, Dr Sharifah is on TV now.
OMG, I feel so honoured being treated by her. HAHA.
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