Is there a point of time when you've absorbed so much in an hour, you just can't absorb anything else in the next or is it just pure determination, willpower and concentration?

Studied on Monday and lost my focus when they came and Burnout which proves that I get distracted easily. But otherwise, studying is quite a breeze for me. All I need is a large table space, some drinks, music and comfort. Completed what I wanted to do by today on Monday and I'm a step ahead the schedule but I've got to be at least three steps ahead for shopping with Eliza. So today, my day will be fruitfully spent as a geek.

12 more days to Abang's birthday and I do miss him much. Though he won't post Havaianas Slim to me and pay his debt, he's still the brother I respect and love so much. Truthfully, he's the one that keeps me going in this hectic JC life because he's my competition. My only one, that is. Each major exam, I aim to do better than him and when I've done so, I feel this sense of pride and whatnot because I know though I owned him, he's proud of this little sister of his(: But now, I've got to prove that I can get a degree at an earlier age compared to him. Yeah, I've got to suck that fact in.

So what am I doing online this early? Beats me. I've got this burning thing up my mind that prevents me from sleeping. I had to Burnout and Crazy Taxi last night all the way till about 2 to fall asleep. More of till the battery's dead.


Don't blame me for not looking, blame the cute guy for not counting. LOL.


Baik Malay! I'll rot in Singapore while you're enjoying New York. Jealous jealous.
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