"That's what friends are for."
You showed me what friends really are for.
Thank you Fida and Jiang(:

One day, I shan't fake my smiles and high-ness and I wonder how the day'll turn out to be.

I am sick and tired of SJAB paperwork. And in the end, it's not even signed by me. Simple analogy: I cook and you serve. When it's nice, people compliment you, when it's shit, the cook gets it all.
Thank you, those who're not even in SJAB for helping - James and Shuib.
Now, don't bother to text me asking how you can help after reading this shit. You should've finished all the paperwork months ago when you initiated the discussion via email. You're busy with school. Wow, I am not busy even though my prelims are in a month's time. And A Levels are round the corner. I have all the time in the world to help the teachers with the paperwork and chase cadets for their stuffs.
I don't wanna quit because I want to prove that I'm a Malay girl who can stay beyond Grade 6, when others out there are telling me to quit seeing how much I'm doing for SJAB. But seriously, I'm really thinking of quitting.
I don't want "thank you"s or "wow, you've been a great help"s or whatever along that line. I just need you to have some empathy. Put yourself in my shoes and think. When I let you signed the papers, I was really expecting something like "Do you want me to complete the rest?" BUT NOPE, nothing came. I won't say you're not contributing anything to SJAB but the Temasek spirit is corps before zone. (which explains why I didn't go for the meeting)
Yes, this is a personal attack but I won't make it so awkward for both of us when we meet so this ends up here.
Now, I really am not expecting any response or excuses from you. I have had enough of doing all the "behind scenes" work and still stuck in the mudhole while all you people who're not troubled by papers are living your lives as cherries.
THIS ENDS HERE.

I LOVE NANI ADILLA ZAILANI!
Please cheer up, dear. We can do it<3

Labels: ALevels, letdowns, SJAB

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